I want to be your star that shine the brightest♥

NicoTayShuYi ☆
That's me . I talk loud at times like a microphone . I'm silly I talk craps & create nonsense at times . I hold on long enough at times . I cry easily at times I cry til like no tmr . I laugh happily til the next second I feel like crying and screaming out loud . I'm not who you might think of , I do keep things to myself , I do have secrets , I do feel sad but at times I just pretend tat I'm happy . When you think that I'm happy think twice ' look into my eyes but not listen to my laughter or look at my smile . I'm a super emotional person & I tend to think a lot , I screw up everything at times . You might know me , my voice , what I have done but you never know what I been through . Dun judge me . I'm friendly but I can be your worse nightmare either . Life's like a dick it get HARD for no reason , trust no bastard ; fear no bitch . Life is tough but always rmb ' when the tough get tough dun give up , tough time dun last tough man does :) Love is never easy . Easy to spell , easy to say but never easy to understand . Love is complicated but still we have to try loving each other bcuszzxx no one is perfect as we decided to accept others imperfection its when we decided to look beyond perfect . I'm loving people around me and ofcos my beloved 'Leeling , HONGYI ' a partofmyheart , AaronYang♥ Add me on facebook to know more about me ! ;) I'm with this amazing guy name hongyi , looking forward to every moment with him(L)


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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

It is when the whole world thinks bad about you & he still wants you ♥ ,

Seriously , Shag . Actually sometimes I just wish that fucking facebook dun exist . Bcuz of facebook , I came to know so much . Seriously , yesterday 4+ am , I was not in the mood . First time feel like drinking when I am down . The worst part was I am not drunk even after drinking . What's wrong like seriously ! Said by his friends , calling me cheap and nasty things . Actually other than angry , Im more to upset . Since you guys hate me so much , you should have just told me earlier . Acting , placing a mask makes you better ? I am sorry but I dun think so uh . I thought that you guys can be trusted as friends but I was wrong . So thanks a lot . You prove me wrong again uhs . I asked Zhuoyi , he gave me 3miss call I guess , I just dun want ans calls , I dun feel like talking , I am not in the mood .  Yes , I admit . I mind about what others say , I care a lot about what others feel . If he didnt tell me straight on facebook . I guess I will know nothing bah. Aaron told me just ignore but how to . My life recently seriously fucked up a lot more than previous .  & oso for those unknown number , please uh , stop spamming me text and stuff .. I HAD ENOUGH LIKE SERIOUSLY . If you wanna talk then say out ur name . After so many , 2011 taught me a lot , let me see through a lot , who is the one that can be trusted and who cant be . Who is my true friends and who is not . LOL , I dun have you this group of friends , I still have others . Sooner or later , I will have another group of friends . What's the different . It is only a matter of time .  I regretted placing my trust on you & believing you , really regretted knowing you - (You should know who am I referring to ) What's wrong wif the people now adays . MotherFreak.

I been asking myself&others .
- Am I really that cheap ? 
- Am I really that annoying ? 
- Am I really toy for everyone to play around ?

♥Hehehe , it is when his friends think bad about you & all he wants is still to be with you . Dear , xiexieni uhs . Making me feel so much loved . Honestly speaking , if it is not for the facebook post , I wont know I mean this much to you . I wont know that how much you really love me . I am glad that I have you , someone that wont mind how others think about me and still wants to be wif me . 
 
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