I want to be your star that shine the brightest♥

NicoTayShuYi ☆
That's me . I talk loud at times like a microphone . I'm silly I talk craps & create nonsense at times . I hold on long enough at times . I cry easily at times I cry til like no tmr . I laugh happily til the next second I feel like crying and screaming out loud . I'm not who you might think of , I do keep things to myself , I do have secrets , I do feel sad but at times I just pretend tat I'm happy . When you think that I'm happy think twice ' look into my eyes but not listen to my laughter or look at my smile . I'm a super emotional person & I tend to think a lot , I screw up everything at times . You might know me , my voice , what I have done but you never know what I been through . Dun judge me . I'm friendly but I can be your worse nightmare either . Life's like a dick it get HARD for no reason , trust no bastard ; fear no bitch . Life is tough but always rmb ' when the tough get tough dun give up , tough time dun last tough man does :) Love is never easy . Easy to spell , easy to say but never easy to understand . Love is complicated but still we have to try loving each other bcuszzxx no one is perfect as we decided to accept others imperfection its when we decided to look beyond perfect . I'm loving people around me and ofcos my beloved 'Leeling , HONGYI ' a partofmyheart , AaronYang♥ Add me on facebook to know more about me ! ;) I'm with this amazing guy name hongyi , looking forward to every moment with him(L)


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Thursday, May 26, 2011

How to be happy when you are feeling down ? How to be laughing and smiling from the bottom of the heart when all you want is to cry & cry ? How to make things right when everything seem to be so wrong ?  How to relax when all you want is to scold that person ? How to be strong when you are so weak ? How to forgive when you cannot forget ? How to pretend nothing happen when everyone knows about it ? Can anyone teach me how to . Laugh , My life fucked up & everything is in a big great mess . 

♥Dear , HAPPY FIRST WEEK !!!  Hehehe ! I LOVE YOU !! Thanks for being an understanding boyfriend ,, I know you been trying and putting in effort in this relationship . I feel your love :]


- Look Into My Eyes & See How Unhappy Am I Really Feeling ,, I may be smiling 24/7 in front of every1 but I asked myself ' Is this smile really from the bottom of my heart ' I question myself M I really happy . At times I just laugh til too hard and too much ' just out of the sudden I wanna cry out loud really loud . I want to cry but I been wasting too much tears ' not much tears left to be drop ' I been staying too weak I need to stay strong . I been trying my best to hold back my tears . I question myself , what's holding me back ? How have I really been recently . At the end , I laugh at myself .
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