I want to be your star that shine the brightest♥

NicoTayShuYi ☆
That's me . I talk loud at times like a microphone . I'm silly I talk craps & create nonsense at times . I hold on long enough at times . I cry easily at times I cry til like no tmr . I laugh happily til the next second I feel like crying and screaming out loud . I'm not who you might think of , I do keep things to myself , I do have secrets , I do feel sad but at times I just pretend tat I'm happy . When you think that I'm happy think twice ' look into my eyes but not listen to my laughter or look at my smile . I'm a super emotional person & I tend to think a lot , I screw up everything at times . You might know me , my voice , what I have done but you never know what I been through . Dun judge me . I'm friendly but I can be your worse nightmare either . Life's like a dick it get HARD for no reason , trust no bastard ; fear no bitch . Life is tough but always rmb ' when the tough get tough dun give up , tough time dun last tough man does :) Love is never easy . Easy to spell , easy to say but never easy to understand . Love is complicated but still we have to try loving each other bcuszzxx no one is perfect as we decided to accept others imperfection its when we decided to look beyond perfect . I'm loving people around me and ofcos my beloved 'Leeling , HONGYI ' a partofmyheart , AaronYang♥ Add me on facebook to know more about me ! ;) I'm with this amazing guy name hongyi , looking forward to every moment with him(L)


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Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Player gonna play the game .


HelloLoveLies !! I wanna create a new blog but I'm still thinking of a new link ~ 
MAHAHAHA , Can someone help me think !? Any suggestion ? :B
I wanna leave this blog alone and place my past behind me but ofcos not included my babyboy . 
LOL , I dun wanna carry on feeling sad and cry but does changing a new blog really help ? I just wonder . 

Dear eyes , 
I'm sorry for making you pain and swollen ):<
Sorry for making you tired ,
sorry for betraying by showing the eyesight to people that shows how "happy" I'm really feeling . 

Dear Heart , 
Sorry for all the heartbreaks ):< 
Sorry for breaking easily . 
Sorry for buried the wrong person deep down in my heart .

Dear mind , 
Sorry to keep you thinking so much everyday ):< 
Sorry for having the person in my mind .
Sorry for using you too much til you can no longer take it . & gosh , I'm having fever now . Holy mama .. 

Dear hand , 
Sorry for being silly , cutting myself in the past til now there is mark and lines on my hand . 
Sorry for hurting you , 
sorry for all the numb . 

Dear leg , 
Sorry for using keys and find ways to cut my own leg . 
Sorry for hurting you once again .

Dear overall , I'm so deeply sorry !

I know that crying does'nt help , I know that crying does'nt find or give you a way to get out of the trap . I know that crying does'nt cure yet still I just cant help but crying . I wanna scream out loud and shout out loud your name . I'm so sorry for being so weak but without you I cant stay strong . I hate myself , I'm such a bitch ):< I'm so wrong for being like this . I dun worth it and I dun deserve it . I should be happy for you but I dunno why , I just feel like crying .

Babbyboyyy , I'm moving on with you . I truly love you and it's a lot♥ I promised you , I wont leave you no matter what kay <: Rmb hor ! Thanks for always being there for me , Thanks for still loving me even though I dun worth it or bringing you so much troubles and stuff every single day. :D
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