' 时间会慢慢的把人与事变成回忆 , ' {♥}

SUPERLOVED !

HelloLovelies♥!! Been a long time since I blogged . Must remember to catch up wid my daily life kay ! ;) I'm back in action ! I been away for 3days , Got miss me ? ! (Y) I WENT FOR ZONECAMP ! Fun kay but was super tiring . I guess I was the among them the get most enough sleep de bah:B Hehehe , went to see sunrise wif Keyan,Guoyi,Leeling,Hongfeng,Clarence & picked seashell with Guoyi and hongfeng . The shell super nice can ! Have great fun during camp but at the same time I was super piss . Okie , I'm not gonna care who is going to read this . This my blog , I have the final say and rights . People change really fast uh ? I dun understand why can some people really be so realities uh . Instead of finding out what's the reason inside , you can just say that its because of other people . Yes , no one is perfect , I may have my wrongs too but I try understanding and yet what you did ? Pushing the blame around . Some of you , ur action just simply pissed me off . You know what , you dun talk people also know that you very kp+guailan la hor , so can you just stfu ? Such a rube guy-.- Never even spare a thought or think before saying anything . Your words really turn me off like hell . Got more on and off but shall not mention . I'm lazy /: Haven even do homework , shall start soon ! Sorry babyboy :( I fall asleep last night and did not meet you . IMISSYOU ! 

Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
I wish I could meet my dear now ! I Super miss him !


Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Hmmm ? I think his person dun exist .

Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Too many person le bah .

Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
I dun hate this person but the fact is this person really caused me a lot of pain . I dun wanna mention much anyway :>


Day 1 - your best friend.
Day 2 - your crush.
Day 3 - your parents.
Day 4 - your sibling.
Day 5 - your dreams.
Day 6 - a stranger.
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - your favorite Internet friend.
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 - the person you miss the most.
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 - someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - the last person you kissed.
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror. 

Letting go is hard but sometimes Holding on is harder .

HelloLoveLies♥!! I'm just so freaking tired .... Cut it short , I have a great time with Dear :) !

Day 8 - your favorite Internet friend.Hmmm , my favourite internet friend 'HOCK KWEE' Hmmm , he is a fren that I know from audition , we never meet before or anything but still I always enjoy talking to him !

Day 1 - your best friend.
Day 2 - your crush.
Day 3 - your parents.
Day 4 - your sibling.
Day 5 - your dreams.
Day 6 - a stranger.
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - your favorite Internet friend.
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 - the person you miss the most.
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 - someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - the last person you kissed.
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror. 


Fucking ass , dk why photos cant be uploaded . Shall post it next time round ~

Happiness in life , to be loved and to love .

Specially for youu my dear♥

Do you still rmb how we started talking? I will never forget . We starting talking bcuszzxx of LouisLowZhiHeng. Unexpectedly , I'm his cousin & you know him . We first chatted on facebook & next we started texting !(Y) There was a time before my paper you told me to jiayou & you are going to sleep , after waking up you will text me , I was thinking "Will he text me , Will he text me " At the end you really did . Ohplease , I was goddammhapppy at that point of time la ! When you told me your facebook statues was refering to me , I was like "OMGZZXX OMGZZXX !!'' 

That time , you asked me wherethe I izit like you , my heart skips a beat. I was thinking , SHould I tell him Should I let him know ? Super glad that I told you ! The first time we interlock , how fast my heart was beating & how shy we are . The first time we kissed , how sweet it was . The first time we hug , how warming . 

I rmb all the funny funny moment we had together , the time we spent together . Dear , thanks for everything . Being such a understanding , Loving , Caring boyfriend . Waiting for you this big fat pig to wake up ! I marked your words down le , shall wait & see will you able to do it ! :P  

Bear with my spelling error ! Meeting you later on(L)

Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.

My ex boyfriend . Hmmm . Actually kind of when I totally fall deeply I often been played , being cheated . Getting little pieces of my heart , broken heart , water tap tears . I dun really have serious happy past relationship or maybe I lack of fate with the past ones . I always rmb every single moment I spent with this guy , even all the heart break he gave me and all the lies , betray . Until now I dun blame him& I believe I wont . Hope that he is going fine and going well . Until now I still want the best for him . Shall not mention more about the past . Anyway , I'm now happpyy go luckyyy with my babyboy Hongyi this little boy , he is partofmyheart & he will always be♥.♥

Day 1 - your best friend.
Day 2 - your crush.
Day 3 - your parents.
Day 4 - your sibling.
Day 5 - your dreams.
Day 6 - a stranger.
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - your favorite Internet friend.
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 - the person you miss the most.
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 - someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - the last person you kissed.
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

No man is ever old enough to know better .

I'm gonna go sleep right after this post ! (Y) After slping jiu go find paulineTay eat crab!!!! Okieee , tmr jiu first month le , Meeting babyboy(L) Lovehimmmsooomuchhhh ! Dun you just find it annoying when you are not in the mood and someone keep on annoying you ? When you told him to Gtfo , he even asked you what does that mean.

A stranger .
Hmmm , I rmb there was a time . After fellowship , Lynette&others when we was on our way home . I came across with this girl name YueJing . We started talking on the bus and next I asked her for number and we became friends now ! :B

Day 1 - your best friend.
Day 2 - your crush.
Day 3 - your parents.
Day 4 - your sibling.
Day 5 - your dreams.
Day 6 - a stranger.
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - your favorite Internet friend.
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 - the person you miss the most.
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 - someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - the last person you kissed.
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

Try not to become a man of success but a man of value .

Happiness does not consist in pastimes and amusements .

People with many interest live , not only longest but happiest

Happiness is not a matter of events , it depends upon the tides of the mind .

HeyLovelies♥! I'm so freaking tired , Slept from 8pm-2am but still I'm super duper freaking tired . Imiss my babyboy la & he having headache ! Ohmy , been a long time since I prayed . Should I pray for him ? My whole body dun really have the energy to move around , M i going to be sick soon ? :(

19June2011
Did not sleep for the whole night . Get ready at 7plus & went to look for LYNETTELOW as we are going to wild wild wet but meeting place was her house . Meeting time was 0745 but everyone late even me but I'm nt the latest :B Mahaha . When I reached there Lynette was choosing shirt .. Saddieme(N) $5 cabfare gone. They all cheat my feeling de ! Liar Liar Big Fat Liar Pants On Fire !! Mahaha , wif Nigel , Eugene , Lynette went to eat breakfast at DOwntown east Mac then headed to Wild Wild Wet . Had a great time wif them(Y) Seriously it was fun . That can be either a great day or a bad bad day to me . As I fell down in the swimming pool & I cut a slighty on my leg . After that we went to eat & we went shopping !! Brought FatherDay present&First month present !! (Y) Mahahaha :B

Day 5 - your dreams.
My dream is to be a singer as well as actress ! Okiee , I knw gt a bit stupid for me to dream of such things la but I really want to be one . Although its hard , It may not happen but still I will try my best :)


Day 1 - your best friend.
Day 2 - your crush.
Day 3 - your parents.
Day 4 - your sibling.
Day 5 - your dreams.
Day 6 - a stranger.
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - your favorite Internet friend.
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 - the person you miss the most.
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 - someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - the last person you kissed.
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

1 DAY !!♥

Life is short , art long , opprtunity fleeting , experience treacherous , Judgment difficult .

ElloLovelies♥ !! This silly boy spammed me wif 200plus - 300plus of notification  ! :B  Look at the picture above by right there's more ! Once again , I overslept today & did not went to Church :X oops . AARONYANG ! HapppyyyyyFatherrrDayyyyyy , thanks for being such a great daddy & so caring uhs ! Nuer Love Ni La Hor ! Mahaha :B


17May2011
Was late for meeting Dear & We went to watch Green Lantern ! (Y) By right I dun wanna eat but was forced by dear ! Hmmm , I give green lantern 3/5 for it bah ! Haaa , went to diaso & did some stuff :X Oops ! Hehehe , shall not mention the unhappy things . Anyway , Dear ' I have a great time wif you :B Loves♥  Reached home around 11+ going to 12am . Reached home less than 1hour jiu go off to tampines mall and meet Jasmine+Daryl for Laddaland Movie ! Okiee fine , I know Nc16 & I'm only 13 but still the movie did not scare me off at all & yet Jasmine shouted like no tmr , the moment she shouted I started Laughing ! LOL , laughdieme:B After the movie Jasmine&Daryl sent me home (Y) ! Eaten Pepper Crab ! Mahaha , Dun Jealous uhs :B I rate 4/5 for Laddaland as it's not that scary at all than expected & if I'm the man , I wont be so stubborn + Stupid . Mahaha ! Have a great 17May♥  !  


I shall do two since I did not blog yst .
Day 3 - your parents.
Okay , I have 1 father 1 mother . Crap , I knw I'm talking rubbish ! Haaa , I have my great daddy & mummy that gave me a lot of freedom and often give in to me . Although ya seriously I cant stand my mum almost all the time but still she truly love me and I know it . Daddy always want the best for me too . Overall , I'm still "Fine" wif my parents. Bad part is they did things too overly at times -.- Anw HAPPYFATHERDAY , DAD :B  

Day 4 - your sibling.
I have four sist :B Its a lot right I know ! & I dun have a brother at all :( I wanna to have one ! I'm the youngest at home . They often give in to me too (accept for my fourth sist :X JASMINETAY) Haaaa , to be honest , we all have age gap la , My sist oldest 36 . The fourth one 25years old . So you know its like ? sometimes talking to them can vomit blood ! but still they taught me a lot  & although our age are far away frm each other I still love hanging out or talking to them(Y) ! Loveyousisters ! ♥

Day 1 - your best friend.
Day 2 - your crush.
Day 3 - your parents.
Day 4 - your sibling.
Day 5 - your dreams.
Day 6 - a stranger.
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - your favorite Internet friend.
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 - the person you miss the most.
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 - someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - the last person you kissed.
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

2 MORE DAYS TO FIRST MONTH ♥  !

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.

HelloLovelies♥! Okay , I stay at home today the whole day . Goodgirlright:B Meeting babyboy tmr le(Y) ! Like a finally , I supermisshim like seriously .

Day 2 - your crush. 
Hmmm , Actually til now I dun really know what's crush . Or maybe I once have a lot of crushes in the past ? I dun really have things to talk about my crush . Heehee♥ P.s uh ! 


Day 1 - your best friend.
Day 2 - your crush.
Day 3 - your parents.
Day 4 - your sibling.
Day 5 - your dreams.
Day 6 - a stranger.
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - your favorite Internet friend.
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 - the person you miss the most.
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 - someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - the last person you kissed.
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

4days !

Life is like a game of cards . The hand that is dealt you represents determinism ; the way you play it is free will .

HeyHey Lovelies♥!! NicoTayIsBackInAction ! :B

Love all you can , Dun live with regrets .

My tears seem to be drying up .

OkayOkay , I know I look unglam dun focus on me !! Girl Imissyou a lot .

I'm called a despo fuck by asking from you chances over and over again . I'm annoy by wanting to talk to you keep on insist of texting you even when you dao me . I'm cheap by still loving you when I know I were played . I'm a toy for people to play around just because until now I still choose to believe and trust you?

15June2011 

My day was simple as that . I wokeup at 6+ & receive sms from Leeling telling me to meet at 7pm tampines ! I was like OMGZZXXX . Wokeup and some stuff happened . Get ready , wash up . Went to meet her , clarence , Keyan , Hongfeng . We had our dinner at Century Square Food junctions ! :D Wanted to go to lovely land but dunno why we just cant find that shop /: we went to tampines mall [ Cotton on , Popular Bookstore ,  Toys 'R' Us , Artbox , Mini Toons ,  Art Serve , X-Craft  ] & a few other places . When we were going out of tampines mall , Met RANICEYEO , my sweetheart ♥ , chatted with her for awhile , super miss her can ! Lalalala~ Lazy say all , after everything . Clarence&I walked home while Keyan , HongFeng , Leeling take bus back . My day was great due to the four of them!♥ 

BestFriend ,,  

Imissyou , the times we had , the times we spent together . When we gossip together . We created trouble together and face it together . The time when you encourage me . When I kept silents and not speak a single word yet you know what's up on my mind . When we quarrel not knowing p.s to talk to each other. The time when we talk about our past time . The time we went shopping together . I rmb how you used to always lie-ing to me , telling me that you are ready and sort but actually you are still preparing . We get to know each other during primary1 Lsp room . Do you still rmb ? We started joking ard & stuff . Primary 3-6 we were in the same class , we started being super duper close until we enter secondary school . You changed . Or maybe I should say , you never change . You became worse than what I can expected . It was really so hurtful at that point of time to know that you get close to me was actually just to get popular in school . Just to be famous & you started by being a attention seeker . I thought after so much , treating you good , whole heartily , you will change but you did not . Actually I have already forgiven you just that I dun wanna say it . Have you ever miss me this friend ? Or maybe nothing much disappear because I dun see that you need me anymore . You have your friends , I have mine too . We drifted . Imissyou , TheresaKangLiXin !

I'm so gonna do this . 

Day 1 - your best friend.

Day 2 - your crush.

Day 3 - your parents.

Day 4 - your sibling.

Day 5 - your dreams.

Day 6 - a stranger.

Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.

Day 8 - your favorite internet friend.

Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.

Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.

Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.

Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.

Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.

Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.

Day 15 - the person you miss the most.

Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.

Day 17 - someone from your childhood.

Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.

Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.

Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.

Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.

Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.

Day 23 - the last person you kissed.

Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.

Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.

Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.

Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.

Day 28 - someone that changed your life.

Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.

Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

DearDear , Imissyouu! :(   5days to first month♥

Immature love says : 'ILoveyou bcuszzxx I need you . ' Mature love says ' I need you bcusszzxx I love you . '

I know got a lot fats but focus on how red it is after drinking . Shut ! Dun talk about the fats :X

Been a long long time since I makeup . All these eyelashes buy le but nvr use . Should I make up soon ? X.X

I'm so hungry now ):<

Hello Lovelies♥!! Im so sorry for not updating my blog recently ):<  Somehow I didnt know what to blog . Anyway , lots of things to update you guys :B Hehehe . Hmmm , to this someone , I do not know wherethe do you still view my blog but I heard frm ppl you are doing well & you are now in a relationship already , I'm so glad and feeling better after hearing all these , I know I was wrong til now I'm sorry for everything I have done . Okie , shall not mention the past . Anw Lastlong with her ;) ! Goshh , recently June quite a number of couples uh , June is getting better! Mahahaha , bet must be bcusszzxx no school = always extra peace but not knowing why okay fine , Im talking serious nonsense . I should have get you replace . I know its not a matter of promise or not promise anyway because in fact you spoil it , you spoiled everything but still a little part of me is still thinking of you . I asked & You told me you still keep it but so ? LAUGHOUTLOUD . Dun laughdiemela! LOL . Nico uh Nico wakeup that does not mean anything . So what if he is not the one that asked his "brother" to call you , people already told you to stop bothering him. Understand? Rmb , he called you a despo fuck , He told you he did you a very big favour by being friends with you. Bear that in mind .    

♥My BabyBoy , SirenHongyi . IMISSYOU !! A lot really a lot kay. Sorry my mood wasnt good yst too ended up quarrel with you ):< I really dun mean it de . Thanks for always being such a great boyfriend kay, I rmb every single words and things you have done for me and said to me . I'm sorry for everything having doubt in you . I promise I will try my very best to trust you kay. Sorry for my nonsense once again):<  No next time le ! Heeee , looking forward to first month(Y)

Saturday 11June 2011 .
Ton til morning  and then sleep . Wakeup "6plus plus plus 7sms 5miss call" OMGZZXX , I miss service :X Wokeup and texted Leeling went down to chruch and look for her as well as others for fellowship . Not long later we went to amk Jermaine , Leeling , Nico ! The three of us went to Mac and eat , Keyan joined us too . We went for talking session & due to some reasons . Leeling&I went to Jermaine house and ton . We was talking about History , WarWorld , Fairy tales , Ghost . MAHAHA . No link ._.

Sunday 12June 2011
Jermaine woke me and Leeling up . Leeling & I went back to my house and get ready while Jermaine went to work .  Laughdieme , on our way , the little cute boy called me and rush me back home . When we was going out he cried non-stop asking me to bring him along . I wanted to but mummy dun allow ):< Sad . Leeling&I headed to PlazeSing . Leeling went to work & I went to meet dear . Guess what ? HE WAS FUCKING LATE & that really piss me off from the start but eventually everything was fine in the end . Had a great great time with him been really a very long time since I shooted and spent time with him . Haaa , Imiss him right now la. We took train to tampines & he want to meet his friends . I went down to chalet .

Monday 13June 2011
I slp for 16hours at chalet . Omy  , Im such a pig . Had a great time spending with my cousins & aunties . We went to swimming pool & drink during night . I swear , My whole body , My face , My hand , My leg was fucking red& I vomited . Next day check out . :)

Shall blog til here . New updates soon~

                                        6DAYS ! Looking forward !♥

Why cant my life be written using pencil ?

Hello !! Been a long time since I blog ._. I have nth to post leh :X Bored ttvm ):< Dear stopped replying le , I guess he sleep le bah :/ Saw the sushi ? Done by me :X NICE RITE ! Mahaha! By right it was done for leeling&Dear but ended up dear couldnt meet us ):< So leeling ate all ! Mahahaha! Dear brought me a baby pooh , thanks a lot kays ;) ! Winkwink ! hehehe , recently never really meet him . Imisshim♥ ! Dear , meetup soon ,okie (Y)  Recently super a lot pop out on my mind but yet i couldnt say out , i need to hide it . Seriously , Idk what to do either . Haish . I H.A.T.E.M.I.X.F.E.E.L.I.N.G ! Life tough . I knw you never will , never ever will but still Im placing it in my heart , Im still treating it very importantly , Im still putting it first . Someone told me a fact & yes I know , I know it long long time ago but still I cant . I tried once , twice . Im tired to keep on trying , I decided to just leave it aside .

Read this . It's for you .

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Bbyy , know something ? I was finding you and I found you in my heart .

That's right, lock my heart and keep the key . Save me by catching me when Im falling ♥ ,,

 

Hello people ^^ Just reach home not long ago . Motherfreak , Im so fucking tired . Lack of my beauty sleep . Anw , had a great time with sisters at Buffet Rise Marina Bay Sands Hotel , YummyyYummyy , super nice(Y) Hmmmm , I rate 4stars for the food there (L) LOL , guess what ? 7people total $600 , pheww , thank god Im not the one paying uhs . Right after dinner cab home & now Im using computer , LAUGH I KNOW IM LAME.__. Lalala~ Bbby Boyy , I miss you a lot leh . I guess I must be thinking too much at times . Sorry kays !! I did not know that you was tired , I will try to be more reasonable next time kays ! When m I gonna see you ? :( I guess you now watching movie bah , ENJOY la hor , you oso not enough sleep uhs , MUST GET ENOUGH REST KAYS !♥ LOVEYOU :)  

I was fated to know you & I happen to fall for you .

Currently missing Dear♥

Hehehe , Went to Toy"R"Us , Popular , Precious moment With dear today(Y) Was Looking for my fenglin but could not find the one Im looking for (N) SadSad . I want the make of wooden de!! Haaaa , this cute boy was late for meeting me . Our meeting time was 0500 he showed himself at 0534 , SiRenHongYi , you were late for 34mins and my handphone time should be slower two mins , so total you late for 36mins ! Ha , still dare tell me you confirm wont late leh , bullshit ^^ Oso watched KungFu Panda II with him , although its my second time watching it but still I never fail to enjoy watching it because baby it is with you. Anything with you I will enjoy doing it (Y)  Sorry for the last min tears that I drop today , Sorry for the stunt that I gave you & sorry for all the nonsense question I asked you but what I can confirm , Im sure of is You really meant a lot a lot to me more than you can expect , I Love You A lot A lot . You been a great boyfriend although I know you for not long , we been together only for two weeks but still you are the best(Y) Thanks for being sweet , understanding & ofcos for tolerating my nonsense , crap , rubbish . Times , I will tend to think a lot , tend to ask a lot , tend to question a lot , Im sorry for that , sorry for doing all these. As time past , I realized my love for you have grown stronger&stronger , like never before . I believe we will have more months , more years right ? (L)  No matter what , I will always try my best to stay right beside you . Sorry for not trusting you , for questioning about will you stay but you really mean too much to me that at times I scared you will leave me. You promised me you wont , I have faith in myself  n ofcos you . I trust myself for believing your words . I rmb , all the conversation , the promises , the quarreling , the words , the love , the hugs , the kisses , the silent moments , the disturbing moments , the stupid moments " We Had , To , For " Together or For each other . Once again , Thanks Baby♥

HAPPY TWOWEEKS , Phew♥ 

  

Fuck the reality

Hello , suddenly feel like blogging .

Ohman , meeting dear at 0530pm going toy'R'us with dear♥ Somehow suddenly I feel like going back where I used to go and have fun when I was still a young Innocent kid , the time when I was so carefree&happy , nothing knocks me down , nothing can make me sad than 3days , less heartbreaks , less breakdown . So what if I cry more when I was younger , at least I dun feel that hurt and restless than now . I remember you once told me you texted me perfectly , suddenly I thought of that . LAUGH , what the hell is fucking wrong with me right now . Honestly speaking , I dun even know who am I right now . Sometimes Im just forced to hold back my tears & pretend nothing took place , Im fine nothing happen but actually indeed I am hurt deeply by my love ones . I want to recall all the times I had when I was young , No sorrows , No lies , No cheating , No Hating , No heartbreaking , No hurting , No crap , No nonsense , No rubbish , No sadness , No studying , No fucked up moments . Suddenly crying til very badly , Suddenly thought of the past , suddenly thought of you , I feel hurt once again . I miss the old times & I know it will never happen again , neither can I go back . Im sorry for being weak , Im sorry bcusz I dun wanna grow up , Im sorry because Im still thinking of going back to the past , Im sorry if my mind is not moving on . Im sorry for crying . Im sorry for not being strong enough . See my smile at times ? Its been a great help for me to hide my tears , it been my mask for long . People says that "When life show you a hundred reason to cry , Show Life a thousand reason to smile . " I think about it and realized , I have so many many of million reasons to be crying and yet you are the one and only reason that make my smile , thanks a lot ILoveyouu♥ . For people that hurt me or hurt anyone , I hope karma will slap you right at your face before I does that.  Be mindful of your words&action , it may just hurt anyone unknowing . Be sure of what you want and who you love if not you ended up hurting more and more people . I hate the fact that you are still in my heart hurting me like hell when I still love you. I miss the time when we share secret to each others and meeting up for singing as well as gossip together . Please , if you wanna act , act it well dun let me realized you r acting one day . If you are gonna leave please do it forever . If you are gonna find me annoying please never look for me again . If you are gonna play please make it a nice game & end it nice . Because I wont be the same anymore even if my heart does .


Conversation with dear , 
I want go back to the past , 
Hao de I will help u get back to young kid tat time hao mah ! <3 Bu yao tears le la Hug u !<3 
But young kid that time dunno how think .___. Hugs (L) 
Nvm , u dunno hw eat I feed u , u dunno how to drink I teach u how to drink <3 


Guess what , Bby boy , you make my smile once again♥

Letting go is hard but sometimes Holding on is harder .

 - No one can change a person, but a person can be the reason someone changes. 

Hello guys ! Im back ;) ! Went to meet Yukiko for work , by right I should be the one late.___. Ended up yukiko . Xiuyan , Meiyang LATE cus THEY LOST THEIR WAY & Im so stupid I cab down to work when CHris haven even reach , $6.20 gone x,x . Working with Yukiko was fun(Y) but sales was fucked up . Haaa , spent 20hours with Dear♥ Mahahaha . Right after work went down to Bouna Vista and meet Sirenhongyi , my dearr ! Heeeheee , have a great time with him , talking rubbish , crapping nonsense with him , asking each other to sleep , pass the food to each other , making noise and make til his fren cant sleep. Each moment spent with him is precious to me . Thanks for being such a great boyfriend dear ,  Meeting him was fate , loving him was beyond my control .