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NicoTayShuYi
That's me . I talk loud at times like a microphone . I'm silly I talk craps & create nonsense at times . I hold on long enough at times . I cry easily at times I cry til like no tmr . I laugh happily til the next second I feel like crying and screaming out loud . I'm not who you might think of , I do keep things to myself , I do have secrets , I do feel sad but at times I just pretend tat I'm happy . When you think that I'm happy think twice ' look into my eyes but not listen to my laughter or look at my smile . I'm a super emotional person & I tend to think a lot , I screw up everything at times . You might know me , my voice , what I have done but you never know what I been through . Dun judge me . I'm friendly but I can be your worse nightmare either . Life's like a dick it get HARD for no reason , trust no bastard ; fear no bitch . Life is tough but always rmb ' when the tough get tough dun give up , tough time dun last tough man does :) Love is never easy . Easy to spell , easy to say but never easy to understand . Love is complicated but still we have to try loving each other bcuszzxx no one is perfect as we decided to accept others imperfection its when we decided to look beyond perfect . I'm loving people around me and ofcos my beloved 'Leeling , HONGYI ' a partofmyheart , AaronYang Add me on facebook to know more about me ! ;) I'm with this amazing guy name hongyi , looking forward to every moment with him(L)


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Saturday, May 21, 2011

I knew it , I shld not fall too deep because I knw I will be ended up crying like now .

Hellooo!! Must be waiting for my blog post right ! Mahahaha!! Okay , start the topic now ! I am not in the mood . I see such a big different la hor , I know maybe ya la , I am xiaoqi , wo hen xiaoqi but then still seriously there is a very big different . I swear , if you are not gonna do anything , I am not gonna bother . we was sms-ing half way , I told you "wo mei you hua shuo le:( " You stopped replying me , what are you trying to tell me by stop replying ? I know maybe I am thinking too much but I just cant stop thinking . I am just that unreasonable , I am not understanding enough . Every time my phone ring , I was hoping that it is you that reply my sms but always it turn out to be other guys text . I tried , stop auto text guys , you said that you will try your best to reply me but I am sorry I just dun feel your effort , maybe last time but no longer now . Its only the first day , things are like this , what's up next ? Can let my heart prepare . I took so much courage to accept you , to step into a relationship ,  trying my very best but what is this ? I dun understand , if its like this then no point right . How should I be feeling ? Happy , sad , emo , angry , nothing ? That's was why i told myself not to give in 100% , not to fall too deep because I know I will be ended up crying like now .

- 无言以对

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