I want to be your star that shine the brightest♥

NicoTayShuYi ☆
That's me . I talk loud at times like a microphone . I'm silly I talk craps & create nonsense at times . I hold on long enough at times . I cry easily at times I cry til like no tmr . I laugh happily til the next second I feel like crying and screaming out loud . I'm not who you might think of , I do keep things to myself , I do have secrets , I do feel sad but at times I just pretend tat I'm happy . When you think that I'm happy think twice ' look into my eyes but not listen to my laughter or look at my smile . I'm a super emotional person & I tend to think a lot , I screw up everything at times . You might know me , my voice , what I have done but you never know what I been through . Dun judge me . I'm friendly but I can be your worse nightmare either . Life's like a dick it get HARD for no reason , trust no bastard ; fear no bitch . Life is tough but always rmb ' when the tough get tough dun give up , tough time dun last tough man does :) Love is never easy . Easy to spell , easy to say but never easy to understand . Love is complicated but still we have to try loving each other bcuszzxx no one is perfect as we decided to accept others imperfection its when we decided to look beyond perfect . I'm loving people around me and ofcos my beloved 'Leeling , HONGYI ' a partofmyheart , AaronYang♥ Add me on facebook to know more about me ! ;) I'm with this amazing guy name hongyi , looking forward to every moment with him(L)


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Wednesday, May 18, 2011

The fact is no one can be innocent forever .

LOL ! Today whole day stay at home . Good girl right ? Hees , I dunno what's wrong with me . I just started crying non-stop . Maybe to you guys , my tears dun worth because I always cry but please note , I cry because I am hurt in my heart deep down I am not happy . Even a fall from the stairs cause me nothing kays . I HATE RELATIONSHIP A LOT A LOT , LIKE SERIOUSLY ..... So many problem . I feel so fucked up sighh . My heart uh , heartty uh , can you be more bad , more strong so that you wont get hurt easily ? You wont be so pain and LAST OF ALL YOU WONT COST ME SO MUCH TEARS ! I wanna be happy , oh god , let me be happy . CAN !? PLEASE LA... Haishhh . I am lost , can anyone help me find the way out of this ? When I fall , please catch me kays♥ ... I am a girl , I will get jealous too , I tend to think  alot , please understand . LOL uhh!! I have too many to say .  Anw , get back to this , I am seriously piss off . Can you guys seriously fucking stop pm me or sms me saying that I have changed , yes I changed but do you understand the meaning of "people change so be it ? ", I am not good or whatever nonsense like I need a gf and all sort because SORRY I CANT HELP YOU AND I WONT WANT TO HELP YOU TOO , I am fucking piss about it , just stop , mai hong la . Thankyou uh . 


-Memories will never fade but the people that created them do .♥

 

Looking forward to tmr ;)
 
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