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NicoTayShuYi
That's me . I talk loud at times like a microphone . I'm silly I talk craps & create nonsense at times . I hold on long enough at times . I cry easily at times I cry til like no tmr . I laugh happily til the next second I feel like crying and screaming out loud . I'm not who you might think of , I do keep things to myself , I do have secrets , I do feel sad but at times I just pretend tat I'm happy . When you think that I'm happy think twice ' look into my eyes but not listen to my laughter or look at my smile . I'm a super emotional person & I tend to think a lot , I screw up everything at times . You might know me , my voice , what I have done but you never know what I been through . Dun judge me . I'm friendly but I can be your worse nightmare either . Life's like a dick it get HARD for no reason , trust no bastard ; fear no bitch . Life is tough but always rmb ' when the tough get tough dun give up , tough time dun last tough man does :) Love is never easy . Easy to spell , easy to say but never easy to understand . Love is complicated but still we have to try loving each other bcuszzxx no one is perfect as we decided to accept others imperfection its when we decided to look beyond perfect . I'm loving people around me and ofcos my beloved 'Leeling , HONGYI ' a partofmyheart , AaronYang Add me on facebook to know more about me ! ;) I'm with this amazing guy name hongyi , looking forward to every moment with him(L)


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Sunday, May 15, 2011

2011 , somehow you should be nothing .

Before 2011 arrive , everyone was saying that 2011 gonna be a better year , greater year than 2010 but that was just craps and shit . It's only 17/05/2011 , everything was already like fucked up , I am like at the losing end . I seen so many couples facing relationship breakup , all the broken promises , all the beautiful lies and all the scary side of people appear . 2010 are even better than 2011 , at least there are lesser problem for me . I dun need to face so much problem , I dun need to bear with so many things and people . I wont meet so many fucking people and so many fucking matter . I wont know so much and so I wont suffer so much . I HATE 2011 , fuck tis year , fuck the whole 4 month plus . Never ending problem , endless suffering . 6years of friendship turn out to be acting and lies , being close to you just to get popular , calling you bitch behind of your back acting close and good in front of you , being betray , people saying bad things about you behind , spreading bad things about you that are not real . Real r.s from the start til behind it turn out to lies again , broken promises . It's true that we break promise and memories break us but please its enough , I cannot take it anymore . Seen so many people breaking up ended up heart broken or being a heart breaker and I happened to be both ' ended up getting heart broken & ended up being a heart breaker . No much more tears left to be drop , no much more laughter to be hear , no much more good memorise to be share & to be spend . People around changed a lot , seriously a lot . More dark colours been added into 2011 instead of bright colours . More things tend to happen , more trouble tend to look for people , more people getting heart breaking . 2011 , when will you stop all these? All your nonsense , your pain , your nonsense , your broken promises , all these you have brought to people .
- Loved






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