Been a long time since I blog . Hahaha , What is love ? What is relationship? What is happiness ? What are words you say when you dun mean it ? What is true ? What is giving when you receive is all hurts , lies , cheating . What's the point for two person to be together and ended like shit ? If you love her then go for her , dun tell me you dun , your friends and your facebook is already fucking obvious ! You miss her then go look for her la , you said that I giving you lj attitude , is you come out so many patten then I will give you attitude right .I never say you cnt miss her or what leh but is like you post on facebook so big , hello , i have eyes I am not blind , I cannot pretend I dunno anything , if you silently tell others I know I can pretend to be a blur sotong , you post all these you got spare a thought for me not ? You admit you miss her but you got no fucking feelings for her anymore ? wth you talking about ? You fill my heart with pain , eyes with tears , life with lies . You know that the reason we nearly break is because I saw the post but you like dun give a damm la hor , still keep on posting , I like your statues , you list me under your sister , you will run away , then run la run faster run far far dun come back liao la , if that is the case , what's the point of being together? You know how hurt am I not , i bet you dun . You say my skirt short , i make it long , you make me wait for you , I bear with it , you dun like girls make up , i go out with you that time i dun make up , you say my shirt the cloth too Little , i throw away i dun wear , you give me cold shoulders , I bear with it . If it was the past Nico , you think she will uh? wait long long jiu you la . I did so much for you , cant you feel my love? I dun expect you to buy me this , give me that , I just want you to love me like how much i love you i just want you to stop hurting me , it is that hard? Since you still love her then why be together with me ? In the first place , if you cant confirm your feelings towards me then dun ask me to be together with you . You said that you thought of me leaving you for another but now you are the one letting go of my love for her . At the end , you prove me right , you still cant let go of her , you still love her . At the end , you prove me wrong , I thought I can trust you but no , your words are just lies . You know that I got read your facebook one then you still post such things , obviously you never even think of me when you post it , if I am really important , you do love me a littel , you still bother to care , you still treat me as your girl , you wont do such things because you know I will be hurt . Is now obviously the problem on you but you say til like is my fault , eh please la , you say you want peaceful night , I never say cnt leh , you just need to tell me , if I quarrelling then the person stop replying of course the next thing is spam la and force the person to face it la , if you are willing to talk to me let me confront you , I need do til so tough everyday spam spam spam ma ? need to the moment my hp ring then heart and there pump super fast at there thinking dunno who reply dun dare see msg ma . still nearly tio bang down by car , standing at the wrong side , blurqueen the car driving towards me i also dunno . You make me feel that if she tell you she want you , you will just turn back to her and let go of me . If yes then say now , dun hold on to me just because you are not tgt with her . I do love you a lot a lot maybe even more than you can expect but I dun want things to carry on , like a never ending , please I am human I got feelings I will feel hurt , I am not cold blooded , I will get tired too , I am tired of asking and asking , maybe you did put in effort I can feel I can see it too but you are just making me feel that , I am your replacement of her . You still love her so much , what for be with me ? If you dun want others to know we together then what for ask me to be with you , just stay single la if so ma huan . I am tired of crying day and night , thinking of what to do where to go and my eyes is swollen but so what? You make me feel that , if I want break also mean nothing to you , Sometimes , I feel that I mean something to you , I am important sometimes you make me feel that I am just a passer by . I love you , the more I dun want to be hurt by the one i truly love , seriously la hor , very pain , I cannot take it anymore . What's now? You left me with no reply again , You posted on facebook such things , if that is the case , straight away tell me break tell me byebye la , why still drag on it ? dun be with someone when you cnnt even sure of your own feelings , dun make me fall so deep le ended up come out with so many patten . If you want break , You want let go of me , Please Just say if not stop doing all these , it is really hurting me . I love you really really a lot a lot , I want to see you happy , If being with her , you are happy then why not . Be sure of your own feelings please dear , if not next time , you will be the one suffering le not me le . I dunno what to say le . sigh . tears can you just stop dropping for awhile . Please? Thankyou for making me happy once , letting me be your girl once , letting me feel your love once , letting me heard your sorry once , thanks for everything , the love and pain you gave to me:) I love you but I guess time to end maybe , Jiayouu and if you really love her , then go for it la but promise me dun break her heart , dun make her feel insecure dun ended up be like me , must be happy , the last thing you can do for me :) If you still want me then stop what you are doing stop hurting me if not must as well just end it .
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