I am tired , tired already:( I dun feel like moving forward , doing anything anymore . People get for you present , you still so choosy , Sigghh , I guess you dun even know much much effort I spent on it not just about the money but the effort , I brought at tampines but i went down to far east all the way alone just to apply the word "love" and the time we was together , not even a word of thanks , all I get is just"I dun like blue " Human have feelings , their energy will get use up , so will I , I will get tired too , I am tired already , I dunno what more I can do to prove to you other than waiting . I sms you , you happy then reply , dun want then dun reply . I have feelings , I will get disappointed , I will break down de leh , I am already , I am lost . I really dunno what are you thinking. Do you still love me ? Can let me know ? If you still do , then why still unsure ? cause of what , if you really love someone , why bother so much ? I thought , where the will get hurt or not , you will just want be with that someone you love .
I suddenly have fear in relationship , I am so afraid , my sister just quarrel with bf , i thought her bf love her a lot but i was wrong , I see the way they are behaving , I am scared , I am terrified . Are you still thinking of her? You still love her it is? Do you still miss her? I am sorry but I just cant help myself to stop thinking , stop being jealous , stop crying over it. I just cant stop comparing , she is so pretty , you want her I wont be surprise . Someone told me , you will mind about looks and stuff , I suddenly , gosh , no hope . What's wrong with me? My life , My heart and you ? I need you so badly but do you need me ? Do you want me to be in your life ? Or I am just a passer by , a stranger that stay longer than normal only ? I suddenly realized that , I find that , I am not important to you , just a simple thing can prove it . Ya , to you , i break my promise I am sorry but so did you .
I bear with your cold shoulders , your cold sms not because I am okay with it , eh I am hurt by it too la but why , what can i do , because I love you what , then I bear with it la , I try to change for the better for you lo . I am not complaining or what but that's really how i feel , I dun want to rush you either but the way you are , your actions , made me worried , even more , day by day , i think even more . If yesterday , i never talk to pearlyn , maybe I have already give up , she really impact me a lot but I am just too far away from it . I wont give up , I will carry on waiting , waiting for your ans but still I am tired . Maybe I am fated to love you to know you but you are not meant for me? I dunno , seriously fuck my life .
IMISSYOU , ILOVEYOU , INEEDYOU but where are you ?
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